I'm so hated at school and I'm so afraid of going back?

i learned this old saying a long time ago "every tub has to stand on it's on bottom.it sounds like you made a mistake. you must face to fact that you made a mistake and you have to live with that.I promise that if you can make it through this part of your life you can make it through anything. friends can be harsh at times. real friends will let you know that you screwed up but will still love you. when you get older you will realize that people will pick you up one day and slam you down the next. i was hated for something i did in high school by some but my real friends helped me through it.hang in there man don't give up you control your future